I had this idea for a while for reasons outside of communication and ended up deciding it's the best to do it for communication.
To be completely honest if I have enough sympathy this wouldn't be a problem, but many of my communication issues comes from 1. me not getting other people and 2. other people not getting me, in other words talking to me sometimes would feel like talking to a wall, I realised that's an issue for a very very long time, but I ended up saying nothing about it because I was consistently discouraged because of people who assumes things about me even when I put up my best effort to explain exactly what is going on in my stupid head. Everytime it happens it makes me feel like all of my effort to communicate is going to be wasted, and I don't think I've ever told anyone about this until now.
Initially I was going to ask for opinions, but then I don't want to be discouraged yet again, so I figured I'd do this and after it's done see how people would react to it and figure out if I was right to feel discouraged or if there's even the tiniest bit of hope on the matter. After all even though there are a lot of things I wish to stay private, I wish even more that others has an easier time communicating with me, especially on things where I have my own thoughts. And even if others don't want to deal with it, I can still learn about myself more through this.
Also I can relearn gemtext syntaxes.
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